Am such a let down to a lot of people.
reason for me updating this blog is simple. I am unhappy with myself.
Why is my s.s score so atrocious?! What i got was just a shit 8 marks! 8 marks for god's sake! How can a student get 8 marks for his common test?! Other people get lower than me i don't care. They don't care, let them be. But i care cause i have to do well! I just dont get it. Effort and hardwork were put in but the result was not shown!
Once again i have disappointed a teacher. you know who you are, i dont have to spell it out and im truely sorry. Although no one would believe whatever things i said, but i did tried my very best, gave in the best in me. Stop pinning high hopes on me. Another high hopes on me would give you a disappointment in return. Its been proven over the time. Maybe its time for me to give up on s.s All my hardwork and effort seems to be futile for s.s. Nothing will change my mind after its decided. SORRY.
I am depressed, demotivated, hot-headed, unhappy, feeling hot within me.
PROVOKE ME AND YOU'RE IN FOR YOUR WORST LIFE EVER!
If i were to follow my heart, i would vomit out a lot of vulgarities. but i shall manage my anger. Talk about it and you're in for it!
changing the course of my life
into something special...